The last couple of days I’ve not been myself. I think things are catching up with me, as 2011 has been way too pacey really. Moving back to my hometown, moving in to a new job in a new industry and really changing my whole life around was seemingly going okay! I thought everything was going pretty smoothly but of late all I’m doing is reminiscing on the good times I had whilst living in Cheshire.
It’s really odd, I’m fighting in my mind a ‘for and against’ with equal ‘fors’ and equal ‘againsts’ for each town. That’s splitting a two way argument four ways by the way.
I’m obviously not going to move back, I’m getting settled here and I really like my new job. Not sure that I love it though.. Which is not a good sign. I loved my old one. Maybe the grass is just a different shade of green and my vision will adjust to this hue.
The memories I’m having are the ones when I had my apartment. The day I got the keys to that place is was like being given so much freedom! Irony working it’s magic there!
I had some good times when I worked at the pub too, Porters Ale House in Macclesfield. What a place, I miss it being my local. 2009 was a great year for working there and going out a lot too. Met some wonderful people during 2009.
The quiet life was actually pretty good! Socialising is all good but it’s not cheap!
So tonight I’m getting my head around it all. I’m here to stay but I need to keep busy, I need a new hobby, new pastime or just a new girlfriend!
Can iTurn on my Uturn? I don’t want to really, but I sure would love the best of both worlds I’ve lived in over the last 4/5 years. But no, Harborough is home again now and I think I need to spend at least a couple of years doing what I’m doing, going where I’m going and meeting the people I’m destined to meet along the way.
The future is as bright as you want it to be and this applies to everybody, even me.
